I'm 20, and I have a non-stop yaoi wonderland going on between my ears. I like to draw what I feel likes, and that's basically me. Well, all that you need to worry yourself over, anyway. ;p
I'm muy tired. Y'know what sucks about mono? Once its over, it still leaves your immune system scarred so you're more susceptible to other shit, and you have to get lots of sleep no matter what. For fuck's sake, if I get less than 8 hours, I'm no damn good the next day. And thanks to my classes this term, I have to go to bed at 12 (11 if I want 9 hours) almost every night so that I can be functional the next day. TWELVE!!! I'm used to 1, 2, even 3 in the morning! Then a sweet sweet sleep-in until 11 in the morning. OH yeah baby. *sighs* I'm gonna miss that.
I had a dream the other day, embedded among other wierd ones, that I was married, and my husband and I were anxiously waiting for our baby by a surrogate mother to be born. I think I was unable to have children or something, so we were waiting for this other mother to give birth to our baby. It was a wierd, hectic dream, which had me running around trying to get ready on the night she went into labor, but...I had a husband! My family was all there, supportive and joyful that I was going to have a baby, and this amazing feeling of warmth and...belonging permeated the dream. Having a husband was an amazing feeling, someone that I was going to share this wonderful thing with, and I was so connected to. BAH! I guess this is all brought on by one of my good friends getting engaged, and the resulting excitement from it. I'm only 20, and in no rush to get married, there's so much I want to do! I guess I just look forward to that time in my life so much, and yet battle with the concern it might never come.
Okay, I'm just totally venting now, pardon me.
ANYWHOO, I'll get my head out of those stupid clouds and back to this Indian paper I should be writing. baaah, FECK YOOOU!
To abby: Sorry I haven't gotten around to your request yet! Hopefully I'll get started on it this weekend, I've just been involved in other art things and school. Thanks for patience.
Love to all my friends, and indifference to the rest of ya!
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